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I HAVE BEEN HAPPILY MARRIED TO THE SAME MAN FOR 38 YEARS. MY FAMILY IS 6 GENERATION CALIFORNIANS, THAT TRANPLANTED TO ARKANSAS IN 1988. MY HUSBAND & I HAVE 6 CHILDREN 2 GIRLS AND 4 BOYS. MOST OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN RAISING KIDS AND GRAND-KIDS, WHICH I HAVE 7 WITH 2 ON THE WAY IN MAY 2010.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

DECEMBER 2010

Where has the year gone? This year has ended in death and despair for me I have lost my first born and my best friend. It is hard to say what will happen next year if I can find hope in creating a relationship with the family that is left behind I hope that ii is possible. Life is so short and you never know how long you have to tell everyone how important they are to you. I look back over the last year and think I should of done something to break the ice that had formed between us. I really regret the time I wasted being stubborn and letting you cool off before I tried again. Only now do I realize that you could of used a friend to be there for you, and I wasn't. I know you are in a safe place now and you know how much you were loved. Till we meet again.

1 Comments:

Blogger CJ Clark said...

Although your loss is still fresh,giving yourself to those who remain will help lessen your grief. Live on the good memories. Yes, a death is a poignant reminder that we only have the here and now to appreciate and love one another. Best wishes for the new year.

January 2, 2011 at 5:48 AM  

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